One more night and then my gorgeous hubby is home for another 2 whole weeks. Then the bastard is off to Hawaii. Hmph...
So here I am guzzling down a so-so glass of Spanish shiraz and trying to think of something interesting to say. I found that liquoring myself up helps me sleep better while Dan is gone. Then it's fun to call my friend, Shana just to say all kinds of crazy stuff and use 4 letter words that I usually don't say...just because they make her giggle. She thinks I am weird when I have a few...I think I am brilliant.
So anyway...my uterus. It is aching. Holding that gorgeous little nephew of mine is really making me start to question whether or not I am going to want another baby. I think it comes down to OF COURSE I want another baby...just not more kids. Is that ever going to go away?? When I pray about it, I feel content having 3 children. Then I see a little baby and oooooohhhh!!!! I want that!!!!
Some women hate being pregnant and hate the tedious task of caring for a newborn, but oh how I love it. I am sad that the days are passing by so quickly. Already next to Hudson, Brady is looking monstrous.
Somebody better get me a niece and SOON otherwise it could be trouble for Dan....
4 months ago