I worry sometimes that we have to stop seeing each other. My affection for you is becoming all consuming. Every waking moment I am thinking of a way to sneak away from my family and spend time with you. I try to think of witty things to say that will get me attention, and plan lovingly all our meetings. I've been spending hours dreaming of how to make you more beautiful and longing to spend more time with you.
At night I lay in bed, wondering if my husband will notice if I slip away to be with you. As I climb back in bed long after he has been sleeping, I think he suspects that we have been together.
But I love you dear blog of mine. And though I will always go back the family and life that I love so dearly, you are always on my mind.