We can do it

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

3 days and counting...

I'm blue. Dan is leaving in only 3 days. I haven't put much thought into it until now. Avoidance and denial are my coping strategies. The last few days have been emotional and it's all catching up with me. 2 months is better than 6, but I am nervous about Dan leaving this time. Our house is on the market, I have 2 small kids, I am hugely pregnant and lonely. I feel overwhelmed. Thank God I have my parents here in town to step in and really help out. I don't know how people do it when they are on their own completely. I'm praying so hard that we can find a way for Dan to be here for the birth of our baby - SUCH a long shot, but I'm not letting go yet. I'm going to miss him so much.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm here for you!!!! I love you so much and I wish we lived closer!! But I think God knew we are lethal together!! Small doses, I think is his plan for us or there would be WORLD DOMINATION!! Love you.
Shan

Miss Kelly said...

I'm here for you too! I didn't know you were selling your place - such an added burden. I've even thought about coming down and crashing on your couch for a few days just to visit and help out.

Gingers Mom said...

Thanks guys.

Trailady said...

There is something about that big, strong, warm body beside you in bed that is comforting. I know, they're just men, but they bring us security all the same. Thank you for making this sacrifice on our behalf. May God strengthen you!