I'm blue. Dan is leaving in only 3 days. I haven't put much thought into it until now. Avoidance and denial are my coping strategies. The last few days have been emotional and it's all catching up with me. 2 months is better than 6, but I am nervous about Dan leaving this time. Our house is on the market, I have 2 small kids, I am hugely pregnant and lonely. I feel overwhelmed. Thank God I have my parents here in town to step in and really help out. I don't know how people do it when they are on their own completely. I'm praying so hard that we can find a way for Dan to be here for the birth of our baby - SUCH a long shot, but I'm not letting go yet. I'm going to miss him so much.